LIFE AHEAD

okay im back and on what i have been up too is reading and writing and school.... I will be reading this book called THE FRUIT OF MY LIPSTICK and everyday i will be reading one page of GREAT WOMEN IN THE STRUGGLE..... so i will be giving updates on that every charpter.... And im starting to write my book again, hopeful ill finish it by this summer maybe.... Not to much i can say about that intill i make some more (prosse???)..... For school im going to see if we have any college books and to see what my GPA is..... I will be working hard all month and next month..... I need to do somemore looking up on things like careers i want to be a vet but i need to learn more about it.... Colleges like which ones i want to go to...... where do i want to go after college like where do i want to live my top place right now is florida the sun shine state!!!! and yea so thats what i will be doing and ill let you guys know how that is going....
BYE

B00Kz

I think if i spend more time reading i would be so alone i gusse......... idk wat my first book is but i think tomorrow morning ill pick one radomly off my bookshelf and i do have alot of books lol............ and im starting to write one myself it is starting off a little slow but its gettin some were...........

Yup

I feel so lost like to even talk iz out of the ???? now wat do i do.............. why i am lost idk and i feel alone i was at a dance last nite and the place was pack but still i was looking around and seeing how everyone had so one or how pretty the other gurls are and how they dnt need a bf cuz their soooooooooo pretty and they have alot of friends.............. im likethe nicest person u will ever meet but all ppl do is use meeeeeeeeeee and im done............... yes im still going to nice but something needs to change............. i need a better look on things and its too late to make new friends so im stuck with they ones i have now................. idk wat to do .................... guess i got to look for some type of happinesss.......

Myy radom thoughts!!!

Okay soo I close my eyes and think I think about everything that has happen or whats going to happen...... Sometimes I have good days but then I got those bad one but everyone does..... So I just move on..... Well I try sometimes I think about friends and family like how I dont really talk to a lot of them....... I keep myy friends closer then myy family members.... WHY???? Well because almost everyone in myy family is older then mee... and I didnt grow up with any of them...... and if I did I was to young to even remeber....... So I try to stay close to myy friends but sometimes that doesnt even work.................. and thats when I have myy bad days and I dont really have that one person to tell about it.................... So I just keep it to myself intil now..............


So for now on I will be sharing myy radom thoughts for anyone who cares................ Thank You...............

Even Bears are smokein WEED!!!!

Winter Wonderland

All alone in this GAY world

Boy do you ever feel alone in this world. To sit and see how people have happiness in their life's but sometimes can't help but to feel sad. Why? Maybe because they have someone or they enjoy being alone!! I don't I hate being on my own not having a good friend to talk to. But I use to but then she moved away far away... I do still talk to her but it's not the same as seeing her. And she has her now family to take care of.... And I did try to make a new friend but he doesn't even have a phone and I don't know that much about him!!!!! So what do I do.... I tell myself every day that I am alone and there is nothing that I can do about it, because I made that choice!!!?????

The BIG LOVE

OK why do people tell you that they love you when they really don't even mean it. Or call you their baby when they really ain't. People play with love way to much what is the real meaning of LOVE because i forgot!!!!! But to be for real I want you to tell me the truth tell me that you don't love me or have the same feels for. Cuz that's much better then playing with someones heart right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!